Damage

i go cold

snap

it happens so fast

these days

i turn on 

i turn off.

damage like weather

sudden and violent

or the lazy and poisonous opposite.

i jump ship

i drag close

i am done 

i am not 

i am over 

an invisible anchor.

i carry the weight

of the fear 

of your sins 

i have never felt this before

how human we all are.