we each played a song. i had butterflies and sang too loud. i wanted tim (easton) to think i was really good.  i put everything i had into it and felt sad afterwards. but then went to breakfast with shilah and tim and i wasn't sad anymore.  i ate too much and got jittery from coffee...  kgsr morning radio.

Instrumental

My smartest hardest heart

Having been keenly crouching

Diffident

My instrument

Spyglass and wine glass

Rings on the windowsill

This whole town unowned

Sprawling like a late child

Sprinting and framed

It hurts to see that trees were once asleep

It kills me

Cherries

Poison

I don’t know how to tell you this…

I did this to myself

I’m out there somewhere

With my smartest hardest heart.