December 24, 2009
December 20, 2009
ired gelatin leaves weighed the cold branches
i saw things in my dreams. like this and like that.
like you and like him.
like nothing happened.
i saw a believer once. sold for rain. for winter.
for smoke rings and for teeth.
and i bid him fare freedom
and i saw it in my dreams.
how words dropped from words..
three became two
I still know things.
December 19, 2009
i was born in a field. fully clothed. but naked on the inside. and disappointed. i was brought up on horseback. i had no men or women near me just ponies and faulty wiring. i eventually learned how to walk on my own legs, they showed me how the first time i fell off. i never ran.. not a mile or a day in my life. i believed every thing they told me and they told me nothing. eventually i had to leave the herd. i was so lonely. i ended up here. and there...
December 14, 2009
Fruiti'm thinking about things that have happened
furniture lived through
a backyard i called france
a wedding that i never planned for
a heartbreak that i was unprepared for
a million dollars
that ruined everything
your lion eyes never meeting
mine mine mine
i'm thinking about things that have happened
since i quit the drugs
since i lost my horse and my house
how love always feels like some great surprise to me
i never expect such lemon trees
with it's fruit falling and bruising around me
i thought about myself so exclusively
and i knew it and i'm sorry.