Fruit

i'm thinking about things that have happened

furniture lived through

a backyard i called france

a wedding that i never planned for

a heartbreak that i was unprepared for

a million dollars

that ruined everything

your lion eyes never meeting 

mine mine mine

i'm thinking about things that have happened

since i quit the drugs

since i lost my horse and my house

my husband.

how love always feels like some great surprise to me

i never expect such lemon trees

with it's fruit falling and bruising around me

i thought about myself so exclusively

and i knew it and i'm sorry.